All I Wanna Do

Our Home Teacher came by today.
Wait, let me back up.
Today our Stake President gave us some doctrinal insight into the scourge of Pornography about which the Prophet has warned us. We learned about the mind-taint which causes love to turn into apathy, and then slide further into hate. We learned about the poison that breaks marriages and prevents spirits from joining good families.
I felt overwhelmingly that God would not leave us defenseless, and He has all the power to heal necessary. I'm not untroubled, but I am not anxious.

Our Home Teacher gives great hugs, and has lovely false teeth. He sells furniture. His wife has some mobility issues. She's a larger woman (I've never met her, but this is how he tells it), and extremely self-conscious, but I listened today as he expressed his love for her. He dedicated more than half his life simply to be around her as often as he possibly could. He told us about treating your wife with kindness, and never speaking an unkind word about her. He cried, and told us how wonderful it was to be old together, and his eyes lit with thoughts of the beautiful girl he lives with.

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  1. Jonathan PlowmanMay 25, 2009 at 2:38 PM

    If only we could all be blessed with such a dedicated home teacher. That's the kind of guy I want to be at that age.

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